You are Loved by God

When I focused my attention on the grass the love was like, I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love reveling and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!











In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, like powerfulness, longevity.







When I felt the love when beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished, I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells, that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence.


God loves everything like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the

magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.


When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, as I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on "really? I am the rock? Really?"




When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love reestablished and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense, I love that.





I want to try to take you there with me so imagine how big the earth is, wait, no, back it up, imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth, then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy then you make the entire, all the quadrant of the Universe a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, that is the immensity of love.







When my focus went to the field of particles I kind of had the thought "what is this?" which was immediately answered with, this is the tiniest particle. This is what matter comes from. This is love expressed as material.



This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made out of. This is love, this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness and the space between is love consciousness and infinite knowledge infinite information. This is what you did know yet. this thing this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field. And I drifted through the field not in any particular spot and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix and in the matrix the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones.









They emitted a light and the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other and they entangled and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate there was like a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated too, it is not that there's something more, this is IT this is the tiniest thing this radiating particle. If I was really going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that its actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there's some people would say there's no matter in the universe, that is all energy. Well matter is energy, expressed as matter, it's different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it's energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or a radiance and a grab I don't know, anyway, within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin, I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning they were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence so there would be like the wave effect, mostly they were individually just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate what that could result in. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality that we exist in. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw and the love there was really immense and phenomenal too and I don't want to lose that, each particle was conscious and loved specifically.

Bring more love into your life

How Can we Bring More Love into our lives?
Begin to Notice Love










One way is to begin to notice love. Begin to pay attention to when you feel love. Sometimes I feel love just overcome me. It comes over me. I could be doing anything and I'll get this wonderful feeling of love and warmth and sometimes I describe it like the warmth and coziness of it is like when you're having a very cool day and you will get in the car and the car has been sitting in the sunshine and it's nice and warm and it's a dry heat, so it's very cozy and it envelopes you and it heats you up and it just feels so good to be in the warm, warm space. But this love that comes over me, it's in my heart, it's in my body but is also in my heart. My heart is filled with this love, it's such an warm

sweet love and I imagine it 's like being enveloped in angel's wings. You know, the down of the feathers and the softness and fluffiness and warmth of angel's wings enveloping me and giving me a hug. Like they're standing behind me and they're wrapping their wings all the way around me and giving me this wonderful hug and I just think: I love you, I thank you for your love. I think you're wonderful! I appreciate the love that you are giving me! You're awesome and I love you and I think: I am love god! Just the thoughts of love and I think of all the people that I love, all the things in animals and events and I just start thinking about all the love that I feel that I had access to that I can readily think of and bring to my mind and my heart and I'm filled even more fully with this feeling of love. It's wonderful! And if that isn't something that you ever experienced, open your heart to and it can happen anytime there's no reason it couldn't, because there's nothing to stop it. It's right there available to you and what amplifies the love, what brings it to you is your willingness to observe it. It happens and I know that it happens to everyone, But we don't always notice because where busy with our lives. We have things to accomplish and this can happen in the midst of the busiest lives. It's just love and it's there and it hugs you and it warms you and it sustains you and it gives you energy and I hope that you can experience it more and more. Part of doing that, part of bringing in more fully into our life is to notice when it is there, just notice, "Oh I'm feeling that love feeling"




One of the things that I do is that I try to identify, "what flavor of love is this?" Is this romantic love feeling? Is this motherly love? Is this sisterly love? Or friendship love or brother love or some other arrangement of love. My pet Love. Is this love that I am feeling like when my cat comes and sits very close to me and purrs that wonderful purr that tells me they love me? Is that the love? Is it the love that when I'm making out with my boyfriend or husband and I feel like I'm melting right into the space that he's in, like we are blending into one person. Is that that kind of love that it is? Is it my sister with her supreme intelligence and just impressing me into a state of awe with their genius? Is it that thoughtfulness of a friend that just amazes you with how perfect of a gift they pick out for you is? Is that the kind of love that it is? That you are totally floored by how much they really paid attention to who you are, and go out of their way to let you know that they appreciate you. Is that the kind of love that it is? Because there's lots of love out there and there's more than even when I've said, so open your heart and let the love in and let the love out. Love others and let others love you.










If this is so far from concept that you've never experienced anything like this? Start by loving some-thing. Love your car and so if that's what you want to start with, think about your car. Think about how you feel when you're driving, how you feel when you're sitting in the driver's seat and what is it about that you enjoy. Think about that enjoyment feeling or that thrill or that power that you have behind the wheel. Like you come up on to a very steep hill and your engine is so powerful that it doesn't even faze your car and you just slide right up the mountain like it's nothing and you have the sense of the power like this car is good car. Just even start with something as simple as that you know or maybe it's a pair of shoes or something else material. It's alright if your practice love is on stuff, because you'll graduate and by practicing on stuff, you will be bringing that energy of love into your life and love will show up.




That is the way that you can amplify the love that you feel already and appreciate that love in any variety is a connection to God and it is the language of God. It is the substance of God, it's the connection with God. It is communication with God. It IS God. It's God and you. It's really God. Love is God and when you feel then love, you can appreciate God for the gift of it. Appreciate if it comes through the angels or if it comes through the pets or the people or the car, it doesn't matter. Appreciate that love that fills your heart and the more you connect with love then the more wonderful of a life you have. You don't need to even get into all the other things of life and stress and everything and yeah all that stuffs there and you have to deal with it but when you are filling your life with moment by moment of love, it's a wonderful life!